A unique self-help memoir, subliminally written from the perspective of a first time mom with undiagnosed Adhd, raised in Saint Louis Missouri. She studied her experiences and those around her to recognize and identify unhealthy patterns in society. Motherhood illuminated the struggles and weight that women have been thanklessly carrying for centuries. Producing emotionally unstable and traumatized children that become adults and spread their pain and grief among society. Affecting the lives of us all. Healing is available, despite our circumstances, to bring about change for future generations.