As I navigate through the adoption paperwork, I find myself experiencing the same pain and anguish that plagued my parents over 30 years ago.

The situation was heartbreaking - imagine eagerly anticipating the birth of a child, only to learn that you must give them up for adoption or risk them ending up in state custody. My biological father struggled with

alcoholism, while my mother battled mental health issues. A lot of

people know my name, but they don't know my story. Many have seen my face and may have thought I had it all figured out. But little did they know the battles I was fighting, the pain I was carrying, and the struggles I was trying to hide.

THIS IS MY STORY.

My prayer is that this book reaches those who find themselves in a place where I once was lost, broken, bewildered, and confused. If that's you, know this: God has big plans for your life. No matter how far gone you feel, He is ready to heal, restore, and guide you.

Surrender your ways to Him, and let Him lead. His plans are greater than anything you could imagine!