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Cover My Dreams in Ink: A Son's Unbearable Solitude, A Mother's Unending Quest

Jessie Dunleavy

Born different, a boy struggles. His story draws you in. So, too, does his mother's relentless quest: from the fight for a suitable education and effective health care through the fight for his life as he enters the harrowing world of addiction. The boy's poetry--undiscovered in his lifetime--is intertwined, depicting the inner life of a person underestimated.

Facing bitter disappointments and often insurmountable obstacles, mother and son manage to cope with adversity, sometimes in opposition. Equally obvious is the bond between them, with their candid communications--laden with strife but not without humor--as evidence of that bond.

From the discovery of a drug that provided relief to the pure hell of addiction--exploited, humiliated, punished--and from homelessness and jail cells, to rehab and a wanderlust fueled by the relentless quest to belong, his young manhood is full of heartache, but marked by grit and determination and the capacity to love and forgive. The will to keep fighting.

Inspiring sensitivity for those who are different, compassion for those whose battles arise from uncontrollable circumstances rather than faults of character, this gripping story drives home the urgency for drug policy reform.

Book Details

  • Publisher: Apprentice House
  • Publish Date: Jun 1st, 2020
  • Pages: 380
  • Language: English
  • Edition: undefined - undefined
  • Dimensions: 9.00in - 6.00in - 0.78in - 1.12lb
  • EAN: 9781627202602
  • Categories: Personal MemoirsPsychopathology - AddictionGeneral

About the Author

Dunleavy, Jessie: - JESSIE DUNLEAVY is an advocate for drug policy reform. With firsthand knowledge of the suffering inflicted by the war on drugs-particularly for vulnerable populations-she champions policies based on human rights and scientific research and is committed to combating stigma and other impediments to reducing the harms of drug use. In addition to speaking out through opinion editorials, broadcast interviews, and social media, she has joined forces with like-minded groups, national and local, and lobbies for her cause within the Maryland General Assembly. She has a master's degree in library and information science and lives in her hometown, Annapolis, Maryland.

Praise for this book

"Cover My Dreams in Ink is Jessie Dunleavy's accounting of--and reckoning with--the life and death of her son Paul, who in 2017 fell victim to the opioid crisis. Partly by using poetry he wrote in his lifetime, Dunleavy searches for answers, fully presenting his life and their relationship, warts and all. It's a powerful technique, and Cover My Dreams in Ink is a worthy elegy for a young man who never got the chance to fully become himself." --Ben Westhoff, award-winning investigative journalist, author of Fentanyl, Inc., How Rogue Chemists Are Creating the Deadliest Wave of the Opioid Epidemic

"Paul was a warm, creative, and loving individual who defied labels. He had many challenges, diagnoses, medications, and, tragically, self-medications. But he also had friends and loved ones, one of whom--his mother, Jessie Dunleavy--has given us this remarkable, searing memoir. Through it, she lets us love Paul, too, and opens our minds and hearts to the struggles of all who cope with disability, alienation, and addiction." --Roger Parloff, award-winning journalist, regular contributor to Yahoo Finance and Newsweek, former editor-at-large for Fortune, and former editor-in-chief of Opioid Watch

"Cover My Dreams in Ink is a book with a vital purpose. Jessie Dunleavy's bravely told story of her son, Paul, relates how he, like so many others, was repeatedly let down by the educational, mental health and addiction treatment systems meant to protect him. It illustrates how stigma and misinformation around drug use greatly exacerbate drug-related harms. And it powerfully shows how his suffering and tragic death fueled her own journey into advocating for the harm reduction interventions, drug policy reforms and attitudinal changes that we desperately need." --Will Godfrey, human rights journalist, editor-in-chief of Filter, a contributor to The Nation, Salon, Pacific Standard, former editor-in-chief of TheFix, and founding editor-in-chief of The Influence and Substance.com