
In this historical, coming-of-age novel, Apple An depicts the lives of regular Chinese people during the Cultural Revolution and the years after it ended when China opened up to the world.
How do you survive when the world you know is at war with itself?
In the unyielding chaos of China's Cultural Revolution, young Lianlian's life is a constant battle against family violence, public shame, and brutal poverty. Raised by a resilient mother and anchored by her little sister, she learns to endure, but with a family fractured by divorce, a future seems impossible.
When the political climate finally shifts and the nation scrambles for direction, Lianlian discovers her most powerful weapon is her mind. With few options left, she fixates on a single hope: a chance at a university education. Fueled by sheer will and the quiet support of her mother, she fights for her spot at a top university, seeing it as the one true path to build a life of her own.
If you like books about Chinese culture by Amy Tan and Lisa See, and A Tree Grows in Brooklyn by Betty Smith, you will like this book!
🏆 The 22nd Annual Best Book Awards: Finalist for Multicultural Fiction
🏆 The 2025 Goethe Book Awards for Post-1750s Historical Fiction: Long-listed
"A deeply moving coming-of-age novel." - Derrick Meade
"Impossible to put down." - TQ Pub
"What touched me most was how her mother and sister gave her quiet strength." - Sammy Moon
"I wasn't ready for the intense emotional reactions this book brought me to. Amazingly strong FMC and the storyline was beyond encapsulating. I was transferred into this character and went through this journey with her." - Harley Grace
"This is a fantastic story that pulls you in and shows you to never give up. You feel for the character so much and what she goes through. A truly touching story that I highly recommend!" - Diana Kimak
"My heart goes out for young Lianlian. This is a fascinating story of an impoverished Chinese family during the Cultural Revolution." - John K. Kelly
"This is a deeply moving and unforgettable story that captures both the heartbreak and resilience of a young girl that truly touched me. This book isn't just historical fiction; it's a reflection on hope, perseverance, and the power of the human spirit." - John Spender