yes, I understood the oppression, yet I also understood reality and that painted a different picture, and I knew I needed to prevent the Islamic State from growing or taking a firmer hold in the United Kingdom, and if I am truthful, I was scared and not truly knowing what I could do, however regardless of danger I had at least to try and see if I could make a difference and face up to the task I had been presented.Life can be so unjust or unfair at times, Siddiqui was my friend as a child, and we could possibly have had a different life if we had been left alone, but that was not to be, and from that one root incident of me been abducted and the both of our lives been separated, we were both forced to travel different paths and now we were on opposite sides, I did however resolve in my mind to try and save my childhood friend, how I did not know, but at least I intended to try.