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Miss Me, Always

Tasha Van Howe

What did I do wrong? Does God hate me? High school sweethearts, Tasha and Jeff, always dreamed of having a family. Instead, they find themselves mourning the loss of their only child, then riding a roller coaster of failed attempts at IVF and a scandalous adoption that ended in heartbreak, leaving Tasha beginning to doubt the value of her life. Through their losses and love, Tasha and Jeff begin to piece together a new and imperfect life, learning that sometimes it's the imperfect and the unexpected that brings them closer together.

A story about loss and depression, infertility, and the struggle to start a family. Through unpredictable times, a love story unfolds from high school sweethearts through marriage.

Book Details

  • Publisher: Novel Prose Publishing
  • Publish Date: May 2nd, 2023
  • Pages: 502
  • Language: English
  • Edition: undefined - undefined
  • Dimensions: 9.00in - 6.00in - 1.01in - 1.46lb
  • EAN: 9798987995518
  • Categories: GeneralMiscarriage & Baby Loss

About the Author

Van Howe, Tasha: - Tasha was born and raised in sunny Southern California, where she knew she would be a writer early on. She started writing stories in grade school, completed her first book in junior high, and was on the newspaper staff in college. Honored to be a multiple award-winning author, Tasha draws inspiration for writing through life experiences and the people she loves. Her greatest honors have been marrying her high-school sweetheart, Jeff, and being a mommy to one of Heaven's sweetest angels, Brodie. When her head isn't in a book or writing, you will find her on the couch with her husband, watching a movie with a hot cup of tea in hand. Tasha and Jeff enjoy using their free time to travel around the world and taking their dogs, Ari and Maxwell, on road trips throughout the U.S. Still based out of So-Cal, she continues to share their time giving back by hosting annual toy and jacket drives and a back-to-school fundraiser for their local children's home.Under the mentorship of NY Times bestselling author, Richard Paul Evans, Tasha has written a story of grief, loss, and love. Tasha has been invited as both the keynote and guest speaker and can be heard on nationally syndicated radio and podcasts such as Infertile AF, Infertility and Me, and the Chat. Tasha hopes her story will reach a broad range of readers and provide them with inspiration and strength never to give up.

Praise for this book

I read this book in 7 days. I couldn't put it down and read within any time intervals I could get in. The Author shared their story from the darkest parts of a heart to the purest and most vulnerable moments of life. I admire Tasha's courage to not only relive some of the most challenging chapters of her life but also to share them with the world. Infertility is seldom spoken about within your community, much less worldwide. I mean, how do you even start that topic in conversations without it being awkward? The way she told her story spoke to my deepest thoughts. Why can't I get pregnant? Am I not worthy to be a mother? Why do some mothers who have crossed my path are blessed with children, and expecting mothers (mothers who have birthed) do not care for the gifts they were given as the true blessings they are? Why does it hurt so much when you encounter those types of mothers? I appreciate the author's sharing her story; through her story, I felt like she held her hand to me to grab onto for support. While sharing her experiences, I felt like she was comforting me, telling me, You are not alone in this, and for that, I'll always be grateful for this read.