Traveling through the chaotic sequence of moments and events that undeniably shape you as a human being is like going through an obstacle course, except you're blindfolded, dismembered, and bleeding out from your chest. This book is the full embodiment of myself and all of my loose screws (I have a lot of them). It covers every topic imaginable as it takes you through the story of my life through my eyes. At the ripe age of 19, most people wouldn't believe you if you said you've been through enough trauma to make you grow up too soon. If you're reading this, you have probably been told that what you feel is not valid. And, I am here to tell you that everything about what goes on inside your head is 100% valid, regardless of what anyone may say. This book is here to make people who feel alone or unappreciated feel heard. Whether you're in recovery, misunderstood, struggling to get by, or just have bad days from time to time, there is something for everyone in this mess.