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Before I Had the Word: Poems

Brooke Sahni

The poems in Before I Had the Word explore the divine within the secular, mundane world, and often challenge the definition of holiness. Sahni uses her religious and cultural backgrounds--Sikhism and Judaism--as springboards from which to question notions of the ecstatic in nature, sexuality and the body. Religious and spiritual ways of knowing; the sacred in the mundane; how knowledge and story manifest in the body; language and how one shapes meaning, are also central to this work. Language, the speaker might argue, seeks to create meaning much in the same way religions and spiritualties do, but ultimately falls short due to the ineffability of the ecstatic experience. The book attempts to conflate, even dissolve the idea that mundane experience is separate from religious, holy experience--it all depends on how one would choose to word it. Some might use god or holy, the speaker might use elm or paper or even questions. In a book that seems more concerned with the questions rather than the answers, the speaker tries to fill absence of all kinds--cultural, sexual, etc.--with knowledge.

The poems in Before I Had the Word are exploratory, narrative-driven, and seek to challenge religious doctrine without making any accusations. Even when Sahni comes close to challenging organized religion, she still poses that interrogation as a question: "I'm not saying we should replace god with art, or am I?" The poems are unified in their mission to question rather than to answer.

Many of the poems that make up Before I Had the Word have been published in Prairie Schooner, Cimarron Review, The Missouri Review, The Cincinnati Review, Denver Quarterly, Nimrod, 32 Poems and elsewhere.

Book Details

  • Publisher: Texas Review Press
  • Publish Date: Oct 25th, 2021
  • Pages: 92
  • Language: English
  • Edition: undefined - undefined
  • Dimensions: 5.43in - 6.30in - 1.18in - 0.48lb
  • EAN: 9781680032574
  • Categories: American - GeneralSubjects & Themes - FamilyWomen Authors

About the Author

BROOKE SAHNI is the author of Divining which won the Orison Chapbook Prize. Her fiction and poetry have appeared in magazines such as Prairie Schooner, Indiana Review, Cimarron Review, Denver Quarterly and elsewhere. She lives in New Mexico.

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Praise for this book

"Before I Had the Word invites us to consider what is essential and what is sacred: language, the body, pleasure, faith. It invites us to consider who we are, how we inhabit ourselves, how words--'words that give and words that take away'--shape our experience. There are poems in this book that are etched in me now. Poems I'll return to again and again. Poems I'll teach. Poems I'll share with my own daughter. This book is a gift."
--Maggie Smith, author of Keep Moving
"How often do I read a debut collection to find myself left breathless by the beauty and craft of the poems? This is the case for Brooke Sahni's Before I Had the Word, an exceptional collection of poems with pens in two worlds--Jewish and Sikh--and unafraid to mix faith with real life, with the body and sexuality, with loneliness, family, and grief. Throughout the book, there is meaningful questioning along with a profound understanding that we are sacred and that art is sacred. Sahni writes, why would god make an object/that can't be touched when, already, I've touched so many beautiful things? These stunning poems go deep--to a soul level where they bring the reader in and share the holy here the world around us. You will be better for reading these poems, I know I am."
--Kelli Russell Agodon, author of Dialogues with Rising Tides
"[Before I Had the Word] explores generational ties to grief, sex, family, and religion. Fearlessly mixing the divine and spiritual with the secular and mundane, Sahni challenges the very definitions of holiness and devotion [...] offers the reader a place to process nostalgia, coming of age, and faith thoughtfully and clear-minded. Brooke Sahni has achieved a rare feat with Before I Had the Word, in poems that sing for both the ancient and the modern, the secular and the divine."
--Jill Mceldowney, excerpt from Cleveland Review of Books